Arguing with my ex
Trying to convince my next
Weight on my shoulders, I did a couple sets
Never knew a life living with regrets
And that's not to say I'm perfect 
But the pain I've faced has always been worth it 
Same clothes as yesterday 
Need a new tattoo, let her lipstick decorate 
Drink beers to celebrate
Probably need another case
Couldn't afford my dreams if I had a billion dollars, that's the never evening chase 
So what's next? 
A Rolex? Corvette? A new ex?
Just another one of life's tests
Multiple choice, but all we can do is guess
So I embrace the unknown 
That's why I'm scared to come home 
Spent 20 years trying to become what I am now
Hit the ground, gotta pop up 
Turn the notch up 
Six of us in the hot tub 
My dreams are unlimited with middle school friends 
Happiness, no Dear Johns when the letter begins 
I hate good byes
In and out my life like stabs from sharp knives 
Thinking of memories
You even start to miss ur enemies 
Ironically the life I'm building is the life I've already had 
Yelled at by dad, spanked by life on the ass
Sit on the couch
She so fine you drool from mouth
No hesitation in relaying the message of love 
Cabin cold, step out of bed wish the wooden floor was a rug 
But there's pain in beauty
Joy in catching cooties 
I've heard this more than once that fucking with me is like living in a movie 
Choose ur role wisely, the scripts never ending 
My credit card still pending 
My peers still depending 
Cooking up a new dream, my favorite room is the kitchen 
Try it for one night 
Vision clearer than cold Sprite 
Fresh new life, wake up feeling like Old Spice 
My friends inspire me 
What you already are is only what I'm trying to be 
Gonna blow up one day, but for now I'm working on it silently
Violently holding all my thoughts to myself 
Bottled up feelings gotta be bad for my health 
But where to go when you feel like you're too big for the world?
When people say emotions are only for girls?
Where do you run when no ones chasing you?
Instead, they're following. Not judging, only embracing you
That's almost more scary itself 
Instead of jumping off the cliff, you have to turn and face everyone who needs help

Skyblue forever.