Monday, September 21, 2015

Wake up, dap up my homies & start working on my dream. Probably @ Nicky on a few Instagram photos. Throw some ideas to Shiny, he tosses them back to me in a tight spiral. 

I used to think things happened on accident, now my life is surrounded by goals that have yet to be met & ulterior motives. Staying humble is the key to life, OD'd off my OG's advice. Still trying to be as real as Tre Murder, still trying to be the black Paul Walker, still trying to be as cool as my uncle Lee.

Pull up smelling like fresh life, so loud the speakers bust. We ain't got no money, just the thought of our dreams allows us to live rich. Going for a morning run in California, my dream car passes me up & I'm chasing it down. My path leads to me to the houses on the hills, makes me go even harder.

But nothing makes me go hard, like the love for the party does. Where the drinks get shared like ideas, cigarettes get it like fireworks, & the girls pop just as many pills as my grandfather does... they're both prescription but just cure different diseases. My favorite line is, "I usually don't do this but..." & that's when the night starts & ends for me. It starts because I've done my job of getting you comfortable & it ends because I won't remember a thing from here on out.

Although I do have nights where I wish I could remember the whole thing, I still never forget why I started in the first place. Sitting in the basement of a tweaker's house, feels the exact same as watching the stars play with their noses. I don't judge one bit, because there's someone out there that would literally die for a cup of coffee. It all depends on how the story's told.

Now I sit back, in & out of consciousness... lately this is the only time I've been able to live in the present. When I'm working on my dream, my mind is filled with all the possibilities & when I'm with my woman, the future seems all too real. These days, the only time I think about the pass is when I'm lapping it. Not in disgust, because if it weren't for the old me then I would have nothing to refine.

Those dark days is when I made the blueprint to the life I only wished of living. They say not everything that glitters is gold, but I've never heard anything bad about Cloud 9. Zip lining from one thought to another, the only time I ever look down is to lace my shoes. The trips I take are never by accident, but sometimes the results do surprise me.

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