She said, "Yeah, I have a private jet but I don't have a personal life." Often times she misses the moment trying to figure out if the time is right. I used to have that problem too, but after 20 years of living I've learned from my mistakes. Chasing you & a dream sometimes feels like I'm running in place. Her words speak opposite of what the heart feels, but it's me to blame because my actions haven't matched up either. In the end it's not what you deserve, it's about what you want bad enough.